Sir Nigel had retired from the scene, but he had done so feeling that he had planted a seed and bestowed a practical lesson.He had, it is true, bestowed one, but again she had not understood its significance and was only left bewildered and unhappy.She began to be nervous and uncertain about herself and about his moods and points of view.She had never been made to feel so at home.Everyone had been kind to her and lenient to her lack of brilliancy.No one had expected her to be brilliant, and she had been quite sweet-temperedly resigned to the fact that she was not the kind of girl who shone either in society or elsewhere.She did not resent the fact that she knew people said of her, "She isn't in the least bit bright, Rosy Vanderpoel, but she's a nice, sweet little thing." She had tried to be nice and sweet and had aspired to nothing higher.
But now that seemed so much less than enough.Perhaps Nigel ought to have married one of the clever ones, someone who would have known how to understand him and who would have been more entertaining than she could be.Perhaps she was beginning to bore him, perhaps he was finding her out and beginning to get tired.At this point the always too ready tears would rise to her eyes and she would be overwhelmed by a sense of homesickness.Often she cried herself silently to sleep, longing for her mother--her nice, comfortable, ordinary mother, whom she had several times felt Nigel had some difficulty in being unreservedly polite to--though he had been polite on the surface.
By the time they landed she had been living under so much strain in her effort to seem quite unchanged, that she had lost her nerve.She did not feel well and was sometimes afraid that she might do something silly and hysterical in spite of herself, begin to cry for instance when there was really no explanation for her doing it.But when she reached London the novelty of everything so excited her that she thought she was going to be better, and then she said to herself it would be proved to her that all her fears had been nonsense.This return of hope made her quite light-spirited, and she was almost gay in her little outbursts of delight and admiration as she drove about the streets with her husband.She did not know that her ingenuous ignorance of things he had known all his life, her rapture over common monuments of history, led him to say to himself that he felt rather as if he were taking a housemaid to see a Lord Mayor's Show.
Before going to Stornham Court they spent a few days in town.There had been no intention of proclaiming their presence to the world, and they did not do so, but unluckily certain tradesmen discovered the fact that Sir Nigel Anstruthers had returned to England with the bride he had secured in New York.The conclusion to be deduced from this circumstance was that the particular moment was a good one at which to send in bills for "acct.rendered." The tradesmen quite shared Anstruthers' point of view.Their reasoning was delightfully ****** and they were wholly unaware that it might have been called gross.A man over his head and ears in debt naturally expected his creditors would be paid by the young woman who had married him.America had in these days been so little explored by the thrifty impecunious well-born that its ingenuous sentimentality in certain matters was by no means comprehended.
By each post Sir Nigel received numerous bills.Sometimes letters accompanied them, and once or twice respectful but firm male persons brought them by hand and demanded interviews which irritated Sir Nigel extremely.Given time to arrange matters with Rosalie, to train her to some sense of her duty, he believed that the "acct.rendered" could be wiped off, but he saw he must have time.She was such a little fool.Again and again he was furious at the fate which had forced him to take her.
The truth was that Rosalie knew nothing whatever about unpaid bills.Reuben Vanderpoel's daughters had never encountered an indignant tradesman in their lives.When they went into "stores" they were received with unfeigned rapture.
Everything was dragged forth to be displayed to them, attendants waited to leap forth to supply their smallest behest.
They knew no other phase of existence than the one in which one could buy anything one wanted and pay any price demanded for it.
Consequently Rosalie did not recognise signs which would have been obviously recognisable by the initiated.If Sir Nigel Anstruthers had been a nice young fellow who had loved her, and he had been honest enough to make a clean breast of his difficulties, she would have thrown herself into his arms and implored him effusively to make use of all her available funds, and if the supply had been insufficient, would have immediately written to her father for further donations, knowing that her appeal would be responded to at once.But Sir Nigel Anstruthers cherished no sentiment for any other individual than himself, and he had no intention of explaining that his mere vanity had caused him to mislead her, that his rank and estate counted for nothing and that he was in fact a pauper loaded with dishonest debts.He wanted money, but he wanted it to be given to him as if he conferred a favour by receiving it.
It must be transferred to him as though it were his by right.
What did a man marry for? Therefore his wife's unconsciousness that she was inflicting outrage upon him by her mere mental attitude filled his being with slowly rising gall.
Poor Rosalie went joyfully forth shopping after the manner of all newly arrived Americans.She bought new toilettes and gewgaws and presents for her friends and relations in New York, and each package which was delivered at the hotel added to Sir Nigel's rage.
That the little blockhead should be allowed to do what she liked with her money and that he should not be able to forbid her! This he said to himself at intervals of five minutes through the day--which led to another small episode.
